Today...[20May2008]
A lot of 'Kebuntuan'
A lot of 'Termenung'
A lot of 'Keserabutan'
Cant even smile and make a joke as usual
Drive with unawareness
listen to apip's story with no intention
Then I *sigh*
Sometime it's come with a tear
It is not so complicated
But maybe I make it complicated
I just dont want a bad voice come
Just after I accept or reject the offer
u know what i mean~~
Perhaps today is the last day
whether to reject or accept Westport
Try to ask everyone opinions
because somehow I'm confuse
Just hoping that
I had made a right decision
Abah opinion:
Reject the offer
Apply for any job nearby
Perhaps Sony
Could be Uniten
Take master at Uniten
Become RA
Or
Try to be a tutor at Nottingham Uni
Then by miracle
I could have a chance
to continue master at Nottingham
Mama opinion:
Perhaps its the same as abah
They dont want me to work far away
Maybe their big house will be 'sunyi'
Wanie opinion:
"U r big enuf to think about ur future"
cant find any end answer
perhaps wanie dont want me to blame her later
but maybe she dont know that
her opinion is very important to me
Apip opinion:
This little guy dont understand anything
maybe he will asked me back with a thousand questions
instead of giving me solution
he will give me more 'Keserabutan'
ahahaha
Athy opinion:
Very far
No life if stay there
If got any member maybe ok lor
"Its OK still got more job near here"
Niza opinion:
She always OK with ur own decision
If she in my position
She said she also had a hard feeling to accept
reason becoz it is far
suddenly we come out with the idea
To open a nursery
ahahahah
so funny..
Mastura opinion:
"Accept it..
The salary ok for fresh grad
like you with no experiance
Work there for a month
If get other offer, bla je ar~!!"
Kak Nisa opinion:
She asked me excitedly to apply at Sony
because I got a lot of links there
Told her about Westport
She said the salary is low
perhaps I can get more at Sony
more chances for me at Sony
She call Sony
and know that Karen gone for good
maybe I can replace her
[really ar? can I? Karen is a master holder maa]
but no harm in trying rite?
In fact, she do care about me huh~
*touch*
Paez opinion:
I think he understand my condition
because he also facing the same problem
maktab or upu huh?
do hope he will make the rite decision also
follow my heart?
so much voice lor
somehow confuse which to follow
he believed 'kalu ade rezki, xkemane punye'
Just need to be brave enuf
to handle the tension from people around
Aman opinion:
Accept~~!!! [that's him]
again follow ur heart~
"kalo ade 2 pilihan nak x nak kene wat pilihan lorrr..."
"yg ko katersalah tu pon bkn laa kesalahan ape sgt pon"
"cume pilih yg ko rase selese jer"
Wayie opinion:
"its up to u"
Klang as a dead city...
so creepy lor
but experience is important
people looking 4ward to works there
a lot of benefits~
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Somehow I wish that
I will die tomorrow
So I dont have to made the decision
Somehow I wish that
tomorrow is the Last Day
So I dont have to went thru for the next day
Somehow I wish that
I dont have to pay for ptptn
So that I dont have to find job in hurry
Somehow I wish that
I could follow what my heart told
So I dont have to listen to other
Somehow I wish that
I have a power to choose for the right
So that I wont regret it later
Somehow I wish that
I can be Hiro Nakamura
So that I can went back to correct the wrong
Somehow I wish that
I love to live in a compete zone
So I can be in the top position
Somehow I wish that
I dont have to choose
So I dont have any other choice
Somehow I wish that...
I just can wish...
Whatever I ever wish for...
It is just a wish...
Miracle do happen...
But sometimes I'm not appreciate it
And now I made the decision...
I will follow my gut
+
my logical thinking helps
Thanks for all of the opinions
I do appreciate
Really help me to think wider...ngee
Hopefully I made the best choice
Ya Allah
Help me in this...
Hopefully you guide me to thru this
Hopefully u show me the way
Hopefully the feeling that u make me feel,
the dream u gave me that nite,
the instinct that I believe,
are
THE WAY~
Truly me:
Fieza@Ieja@Boyak@Spy@Zaza
A lot of 'Kebuntuan'
A lot of 'Termenung'
A lot of 'Keserabutan'
Cant even smile and make a joke as usual
Drive with unawareness
listen to apip's story with no intention
Then I *sigh*
Sometime it's come with a tear
It is not so complicated
But maybe I make it complicated
I just dont want a bad voice come
Just after I accept or reject the offer
u know what i mean~~
Perhaps today is the last day
whether to reject or accept Westport
Try to ask everyone opinions
because somehow I'm confuse
Just hoping that
I had made a right decision
Abah opinion:
Reject the offer
Apply for any job nearby
Perhaps Sony
Could be Uniten
Take master at Uniten
Become RA
Or
Try to be a tutor at Nottingham Uni
Then by miracle
I could have a chance
to continue master at Nottingham
Mama opinion:
Perhaps its the same as abah
They dont want me to work far away
Maybe their big house will be 'sunyi'
Wanie opinion:
"U r big enuf to think about ur future"
cant find any end answer
perhaps wanie dont want me to blame her later
but maybe she dont know that
her opinion is very important to me
Apip opinion:
This little guy dont understand anything
maybe he will asked me back with a thousand questions
instead of giving me solution
he will give me more 'Keserabutan'
ahahaha
Athy opinion:
Very far
No life if stay there
If got any member maybe ok lor
"Its OK still got more job near here"
Niza opinion:
She always OK with ur own decision
If she in my position
She said she also had a hard feeling to accept
reason becoz it is far
suddenly we come out with the idea
To open a nursery
ahahahah
so funny..
Mastura opinion:
"Accept it..
The salary ok for fresh grad
like you with no experiance
Work there for a month
If get other offer, bla je ar~!!"
Kak Nisa opinion:
She asked me excitedly to apply at Sony
because I got a lot of links there
Told her about Westport
She said the salary is low
perhaps I can get more at Sony
more chances for me at Sony
She call Sony
and know that Karen gone for good
maybe I can replace her
[really ar? can I? Karen is a master holder maa]
but no harm in trying rite?
In fact, she do care about me huh~
*touch*
Paez opinion:
I think he understand my condition
because he also facing the same problem
maktab or upu huh?
do hope he will make the rite decision also
follow my heart?
so much voice lor
somehow confuse which to follow
he believed 'kalu ade rezki, xkemane punye'
Just need to be brave enuf
to handle the tension from people around
Aman opinion:
Accept~~!!! [that's him]
again follow ur heart~
"kalo ade 2 pilihan nak x nak kene wat pilihan lorrr..."
"yg ko katersalah tu pon bkn laa kesalahan ape sgt pon"
"cume pilih yg ko rase selese jer"
Wayie opinion:
"its up to u"
Klang as a dead city...
so creepy lor
but experience is important
people looking 4ward to works there
a lot of benefits~
----------------------------------------
Somehow I wish that
I will die tomorrow
So I dont have to made the decision
Somehow I wish that
tomorrow is the Last Day
So I dont have to went thru for the next day
Somehow I wish that
I dont have to pay for ptptn
So that I dont have to find job in hurry
Somehow I wish that
I could follow what my heart told
So I dont have to listen to other
Somehow I wish that
I have a power to choose for the right
So that I wont regret it later
Somehow I wish that
I can be Hiro Nakamura
So that I can went back to correct the wrong
Somehow I wish that
I love to live in a compete zone
So I can be in the top position
Somehow I wish that
I dont have to choose
So I dont have any other choice
Somehow I wish that...
I just can wish...
Whatever I ever wish for...
It is just a wish...
Miracle do happen...
But sometimes I'm not appreciate it
And now I made the decision...
I will follow my gut
+
my logical thinking helps
Thanks for all of the opinions
I do appreciate
Really help me to think wider...ngee
Hopefully I made the best choice
Ya Allah
Help me in this...
Hopefully you guide me to thru this
Hopefully u show me the way
Hopefully the feeling that u make me feel,
the dream u gave me that nite,
the instinct that I believe,
are
THE WAY~
Truly me:
Fieza@Ieja@Boyak@Spy@Zaza
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