This is just a story of me

Hey, no more feeling2 for today. I wish to be unemotional girl. Girl? I am a girl? or a woman? woman sounds too old. Dont u think so? hurm, whatever it is... I just read other people blog that said woman are emotional and weird.. Do we? come on woman!! [pergh~ i cant accept it] but sometimes I do feel i am emotional, perhaps toooo~ [this idea came out after i thinking for a while, ehbalabalaehyaaaa(thinking mantera)] but dont tell me u guys never emo.. dont tell me u guys dont have any feeling.. hurm benci~~!! eh why i become so emo? oh no~!! ehbalabalaehyaaa(emoless mantera).. lets leave this topic~ i want to share my story. First thing first, let me count and comment my job interview [grrrrr~ emo already]

My Job Interview:

1. Exxonmobil(resume send during career fair) : This is my first interview and honestly i dont like the interviewer. Both of them are malay woman. As i said, its my first, so i am not prepared for it. [I hate myself] Result: I didnt get the offer. Duhh~

2. Westport(never send my resume) : From my point of view, this company is quite OK. But I dont know why my heart so berat. Result: yeah! I got the offer BUT i rejected it [uwaaa, dont remind it coz kind of regret]

3. Lipsas Industry(send thru jenjobs) : I didnt even went to the interview. And I think [sambil pegang dagu], this company say something about me at jenjobs [pstt~ and its a bad one]. Becoz after that, no other company call me for an interview. [i do apply u know~] Until one day, i was thinking to register as an employer to see my own resume. But i cant, i need the company policy number(erk something like that la), so i just forget about that matter becoz more other interview call after that.

4. Emerio(Mas recommendation) : I can said that not bad la becoz works under HP. But their offer was too low [ its a diploma's gaji u know ] plus its in Damansara [territory for the richest]. Did i regret? for that moment nope! becoz after i rejected them, until now i didnt get any other offer [is it sad?]

5. HP- Hewlett Packard(direct thru their website) : only manage to get their phone interview. what can i said, I hate the interviewer and maybe he can sense it too. I dont care becoz i know he dont like me either. Fair rite? So, conclusion - I hate HP! LOL [is it funny?] becoz they make fun of my o'level result [yeah, i admit that i am STUPID, but pleaseee, i need nobody to tell me that]

6. Cosmopoint(thru jobstreet) : No hope for this becoz i dont have SPM and the interviewer kind of bias [hurm, i know i am not pretty, gorgeous or beautifool, but what u got to do with those thing huh~]. But guess what I just receive an email for second interview. This sound stupid becoz the 2nd interview suppose to be last 3 weeks [14th june] but i dont receive anything for any invitation. Now its funny, LOL.

7. DELL(thru jobstreet) : i think it just my bad luck becoz i get the wrong interviewer [its random]. They are strict and that make me scared. So no regret for this.

8. APEX(thru jobstreet) : I am hoping for this company but they psycho me a lot where i think become programmer is a freak.. oh damn~ am i freak?

9. IT-365(thru jobstreet) : Hey, this company is the most enjoyed one and i like them eventhough i'm not being employed. [at this point, i'm still hoping]. But they look worried with my expected salary. huh! am i too demand?

10. ********* sdn bhd(thru jenjobs) : At last, there is company call me thru jenjobs [am i too emo?]. hurm, this company is at subang and there too much dugaan for me b4 the interview day. Where the internet cant be used for 3days [stupid streamyx!! grrrr!!]. Hey dont blame me for being too emo, i have the right. By the way, for nyonya at the florist shop, "Hey, i am desperate for the coin~! only one ringgit ma~ u lying for saying that u dont have any changes, wait until it happen to ur own child". And for the mamak at the mamak restaurant, "Hey thanks for the coin, i will eat at ur restaurant if i get the job here. hehehe". Ok back to the topic, hurm no comment actually becoz i was too confident that i get the offer but seem like it 'hampa' and they had no problem with my expected salary [wow, surprise me]

11. Sony EMCS(thru jobstreet) : This is a place where i used to done my practical training. "comfirm dapat!" [is this what are u just saying?] hurm, i dont want to put any hope becoz i know how they works in sony. [ i dont want to condemn anyone here ] and by the way, the job that i applied is for Kak Ain replacement, she going to resign. [wow, this is shit!]. i know how tension Kak Ain doing her work there. am i going to be like that? [fuh, serah pada Allah~]. what Allah think the best for me is the best.

Wah, enough with the job interview. Next topic is some kind of funny, LOL. Last saturday 28/06/2008 [just want to remind myself the date] me, wanie, mas and aini went to 'UjiBakat untuk menjadi pelakun'... damn~ this is funny. I want to say sorry to wanie and mas becoz drag them into this [wah, feel stupid]... Early that saturday morning, we woke up and we went to the place [at megan avenue II] by train. Do i have to tell the whole story? LOL...just summarize it, we meet Ryzal and he explain about the job. Actually its not an Ujibakat but more to find people to become their artist [is this sound like WOW]. But we have to pay for that u know~ so becoz of our 'kedekut' ness, we decide to think first. [do we think? nope~ its just an excuse]. so anyone of u want to join them, just tell me. Maybe i can give u their contact number and who know, maybe u become the next fasha sanda [LOL]