Mr Prince Charming

abah: hari sabtu ni ade kerja kawen umah kawan abah..

mama: kawan abah umur bape?

abah: setahun tua dari abah..

[i was just sitting there with them, while we eat the kerepek ubi together when abah hitting the situation by this cepu emas question]

abah: mama..agak2 nye kan, setahun lagi ni boleh ke kita kawin kan anak kiter?

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mama: hahaha...nak kawen kan ngn sape?

abah: ija, ko dh ade boyfriend?

me: huh?

apip: dia dh ade bah..

me: hoii~~!! ape lak..suke2 ko jek, mane ade...
[wah apip is so freaking lion shit~ i donno where does he got the idea of i am having someone..huh..please dont giving abah a hope~]

abah: kalau dh ade pun ape salahnye...

me: no~ masalahnye mmg tak de..orang xnak bg harapan..nnt hampa susah woo~

mama: betul ke xde jah?

[why i feel so malu with this simple question? feels like a loser..and abah looks like not believing me..oh please dont hopes~]

abah: kalau dapat anak dato' ke..

me: kenapa anak dato'? kalau dapat dato'?? wakakakakaka

mama: iskh..mane la ade dato' yg muda..

[thats not the problem..the problem is, nak ke dato' kt aku? wakakka..dato' nak yg model2 yg artis2 tu..eh why i speak like i really want dato'? nehiiii~~~ no please~ simpang malaikat 44]

abah: ahahaha..kalu dato' lagi bagus..

mama: tak senonoh jek abah..nnt kang menantu nye nk panggil abah ape? abahnye~~

abah: ape susah..abah pun panggil dia, anak abahnye~~

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wakakakakka..they are so damn funny...donno why, but this time abah was really straight forward..he's really hoping huh?? kepinginn bangat dorg nk ber-MENANTU..

wanie~~!! hang tension tak? ngahaha

its not that easy~ abah mengajar kami dari kecik lagi supaya belaja rajin-rajin, jangan bercinta...

so until now, i never for once in my life, be in love or be loved by someone..

is that good?

am i really dont want it?

or am i trauma with the past??



huh~ do i have to find it?

or wait for it to come bergolek?

some people said "kalau kita mencari cinta, kita tak kan jumpa"



some do said "kalau kita tak cari, kita tak kan jumpa"



but this is my opinion...

"kalau kita mencari cinta, kita tak kan jumpa" - nak tahu sebab ape tak jumpa? sebab kita mencari sesuatu yg kita inginkan mengikut kehendak kita,so even cinta tu dah ada kat depan mata pun, kita tak kan jumpa, sebab benda yang ade depan mata tu, bukan benda yg kita cari..am i rite?

"kalau kita tak cari, kita tak kan jumpa" - kes yang ni pulak, memang perkataan 'jumpa' tu kena dimulakan dengan perkataan 'cari'..secara logiknya, kalau tak cari mana nk jumpa..so even cinta tu dah ade depan mata pun, memang kita tak kan jumpa, sebab kita tak cari pun or kita tak tahu apa yang kita cari sebenarnya..ni kes blurr ar ni..wakakaka..logik tak?

for now, i am hoping that God already reserve one for me..ahahaha..