Gimme my comfort please~

A month just past by too fast with the load of works to settle..

Kerja sistem freelance aku Alhamdulilah so far dah seminggu tak menganggu aku. Malas nak tanya sebarang masalah. As long as no email from her, I am glad. You gave me such bloody misery, dont forget the $$$ babe or else you'll get my curse. [haha gile kejam]

Then dengan kerja master research aku.. Otak aku penat gilakk.. Sejak dua menjak ni, office lab kitorg dah ade ramai penginap. So, memang agak meriah. Tapi bahaya gak, kang terlebih gosip.

Bangunan tu pulak busy dengan construction design yang masih belum siap, bangunan baru la katekan.. Confirm next week office lab kitorg dah ade cubicle setiap meja. So, esok(jumaat) kami declare public holiday sendiri. Happy holiday everyone... erk, [pandang keja yang berlambak]

Tadi baru hantar borang untuk extend. Oh dengan malunya saya extend satu semester. Tapi baru hantar kat ketua jabatan untuk approve. Lembap dorang ni buat keja. Sekian terime kasih.

Next week ade progress meeting on Thurs. Tak tau ape nak tunjuk progress. Apekah~ nak pura2 koma sebulan boleh tak?

Next week gak due date tuk hantar notis p3ny3rahan th3sis.. just submit abstrak. Tapi masih belum buat. Agak terkedu dan buntu. Have conversation dengan budak2 research lain. Aku ingat aku je yang lembap. Ok dorg pun same in the same position. So aku rase confident and kurang la cuak nya. But isnin ni dah kena submit abstrak kat peny3lia. Ape nak tulis kat abstrak? Result takde? Implementation on progress? Analysis lagi la hampeh~ Oh I am so dead. Tapi layankan jela. Just go with the flow.

Ke-busy-an hari keluarga makin terasa. Otak semakin penat untuk fikir. Tapi aku yang cannot say No, have to say Yes to everything. Terpaksa jadik the miss to-do-everything-but-wont-be-recognize.. damn! ikhlas ke tak ni? huh~

To do list for Hari Keluarga:

[ / ] Order Piala Pusingan

[ ] Buy a doorgift for anak-anak [46 total]

[ ] Find karaoke song [140 songs so far]

[ ] Prepare the gameplay [2 more games to think]

[ ] Buy balloons

[ ] Susun aturcara permainan

[ ] Buy kain rentang tuk banner setiap pasukan

[ ] Buy spray 4 colours for banner's design

[ ] Buy kain warne [4 colours]

[ ] Create balls [20 balls to make]

[ ] Buy hadiah for the mystery game

To do list for My R3search:

[ ] Settle the Borang for Ext3nd

[ ] Do Abstr4k

[ ] Settle Borang for Notis P3nyerahan Th3sis

[ ] Design Qu3stionnair3

[ ] System Implementation <-- this will take for3ver

[ ] Prepare progress for next meeting

All the above are mostly undone.

Untuk r3search, they keep asking

"progress please progress please bla bla bla"..

Untuk hari keluarga lak, Mak asik tanye

"dah siap tu dah siap ni dah carik lagu dah bla bla bla"

Sakit hati bila apa yang kita buat dengan penah lelah tu,

orang perlekehkan macam ianya tiada value..

I need my comfort back please~

I'm proudly announced that I am physically and mentally TIRED